To Danii: I am sorry for I am only a minor mistake in your life and wasted so many peoples time... even yours. Don't try to save me for I am already gone to try and kill myself. Promise to me only one thing: you will not do the same. Prove to everyone they are fucking wrong to dare to think you are below their level. Rise above the rest for it is your destiny to push and and get stronger. Never stop your art work for it is your passion that gets you by day by day. Prove my parents are the only ones who should dare to look at their own lives before daring to pass judgement upon others. I am sorry. If you wish to find me here is the hint: where does everyone tell another to go die?
I am done with all of my mistakes and how I have fucked up numerous times. My mind won't let go of the guilt and my mom certainly pounded that deep in my skull. I don't want life to be a burden upon myself and everyone else including you. Thoughts of cheating lying killing all of it just kills me inside and is no longer worth dealing with. I know you still care but just forget it all happened and be free and happy.